who am i ?

i proud of my self,, coz i can try to control my self to understand all of around me,,
my parents, my brothers, my friends, and absolutely my dear :')
they are my spirit,, all of my spirit who i have,,
i always try to learn,
how to make them happy beside me,
how to make me better and useful for them,
all this time,
i could do just complain, complain, and complain
i'm not aware of their attention, their understanding, their love, and many so
i was too scared, i lost all of them
so scared if i was lonely,
alone
just alone
i'm so scared about it
and i never think about what they felt,
i'm too selfish,
i never think all of them,
and it's all who make me so lonely, always feel lonely,
i never thought they exist,,
i always do what i want,
for,
my parents,
my friends,
my brothers,
my dear
i'm so sorry, all this time i just burdening you, all of you.
i'm so sorry
please forgive me, and let's started all again
with the new cover and new life,
forgive me please
nih gan, muka2nyee
hhaa
maaf ga semuanya ada :)

:')